[ 'don't you wanna come with me?' ]

i feel submissive. and that scares me - worries me. it's like after everything i said i don't want to take control for a while. i want somenthing else.

i want - i need - someone else to take control for a bit.

even if it's only on me. even if it's sounds sick. even if it's in a small action - i just need -

Submissiveness is not the same as stupidity.
i need to be like that, at least once. i really do.

i dunno why, i just do i need it - and want it.

maia

ps. you should ignore that pals, i'm not making much sense right now.